Life, Love, and School with a splash of bias

So by now, if you are reading this or know me personally, you should know that I am a drama queen despite my efforts not to be. I love drama. I thrive on drama. I don't really like my own drama... I just appreciate other people's drama... mostly Brittany's. So far, everything at Tech has been alright I suppose. I am uber stressed right now because of all the tests and finals and numerous other reasons. I hope everything for all of my faithful readers is good too... yes that's right, all zero of you! I am back with Derrick though I'm not sure if I made the best move or not. Since coming to college I have made many friends and keep making more every day. I have come to have a closer walk with God although we aren't as tight homies as I wish we were. I still cling to my doubts and worries and I haven't quite mastered the letting everything go and letting life run its course thing yet. I'm trying though. This other guy says he loves me. I don't know if I believe him... he makes a pretty good case for himself but 1) he's going to be a lawyer and is pretty good alreadyso who knows if he's bluffing or not, and 2) I just find it hard to believe you can seriously LOVE someone like seriously love love when you are 18. Even more so when it is someone who picks on you all the time and even more so when that person is me. I mean come on, there are bigger and better things in the world... honestly. *Shrugs* *sigh* once again i am tired and must leave. sorry dudes and dudettes. lata.