The District of Columbia

It is COLD here! it is 70 degrees or so at home and it is probably 10 degrees here. A 60 degree drop is a huge drop for someone to encounter. It started snowing while we were looking at some of the buildings downtown and it was snowing when we came out. It was amazing, I have never seen REAL snow that didnt melt when it hit the ground or turninto ice instantly or be so dry and thin and scarce it is not worth calling it snow. I love snow, it is beautiful, COLD, but beautiful. We went to the Smithsonian Museum of American Indians for lunch and yeah, it was 9.00 or more for 3 chicken strips, and a small boat of fries and a drink... and it was 9.50 if you got bottled water! It was expensive but I didnt have to pay for it so it is all good. Then me and my classmates walked, in the snow, a LONG way to the museum of American History and it was AWESOME! We saw THE original Kermit the frog, and Fonzy's jacket, and a piece of the berlin wall, and it was just amazing, they had everything! And then we walked back. Tomorrow we are seeing the hope diamond in the natural history museum and some planes and stuff in the Air and Space museum. We also went to the Spy Museum which you think, c'mon, that is stupid, a museum about spies, did you learn about Austin Powers? As a matter of fact, yes! we learned about how he gives spies a bad name and it seriously made you think that every other person you saw was a spy! I am so paranoid now. Lol. But it was awesome. Tomorrow is the inauguration and the parade and we are going to the ford museum to see a satirist instead of hanging out w/ a bunch of nerdy GT kids from across the country... which is awesome! lol. I have to give it to Morris and Choat, they are good at planning stuff. I think our bus driver is a spy. lol. Anyway, I am tired and I have to go to bed. Adios fellow... well, people I guess... fellow humans... lol. Lata!
OH WAIT, I almost forgot, my two friends MIGHT be getting together.. and when I say might, i mean, almost definately! I am so excited for them! They are so cute!!! OMG. lol. anyway, I will update more on that as time progresses. Anyway, lata ya'll

Good Bye Stupid Town

Tomorrow we are leaving this little cow town for the big D.C.!! WHOO! lol. we are going to see the inauguration.. me, my class of 4 people (3 not including myself) our two teachers and our principal. Fun! I am excited. I have never been up north... the most north i have been is Tennesee. lol. or colorado. I am excited but I am sad because I won't get to see my mom or brother, or friend for almost a week! I will miss my boyfriend a LOT. This is only a week and I am sad to be leaving. I can't imaging what going to college will be like... I don't want to go. I don't want to make new friends and I don't want to leave the old ones. I don't want my b/f to realize that I am not a great person and that there are much better people not only here in this little town, but out there in the big world. I know I am worrying about this really soon, who's to day that we will even still be together by the time I go to college or when he goes to college. I hope we are, he is awesome, but I am afraid that being apart over such a long time he will realize how much better he can do... Argh, here i go again, being too tough, but I dunno... I guess only time will tell. We will see. Things will work out, one way or another, things will be the way they were meant to be. For now, I will worry about this one little week of not getting to see him. He is amazing. He brings all the sunshine into my little world. He makes the stars glow brighter...and as i heard in some movie that I can't remember right now, he is the only guy that makes m heart beat faster and slower at the same time. I really like him. Everything about him. Gosh, I couldn't ask for better and life is great! until later! - adios

Whew!

Geez. I haven't done any running since... this summer I guess. and I havent done any serious long running since last year... and WHEW! I am TIRED! I went out and ran 2 miles and walked 1 and I am exausted! But it is better than my 1 mile I could barely run earlier this month. I am making progress. It feels good to run again even though it makes me feel like I am dying. I can't wait for track season, hopefully, I can run my 400 again and then look out hirshi chicks, it's on! lol. I am also working hard on this forgiving myself business and not being quite so critical and it is working too. I am so excited. I get to go to the inauguration this next week and it will be awesome. I have never been to D.C. before so I will have a great time. I will miss my friends that arent going and my b/f but "absence makes the heart grow fonder!" and if I have to go through w/ all this college business we will be away from each other a LOT and hopefully it will work out... this being gone for a week will be a small test I guess. Eh, it won't be that bad. It's not like I don't have a phone and it's not like we won't have a computer with us so we will have the internet, so it is all good. I had a great idea while I was running this evening. Someone should make some corless head phones. I know they have already been made but those are big. Someone should make some small cordless head phones that don't irritate your ears or fall out, and can work from at least a 200m. distance... or more. because that would be awesome. I was running with my cd player because music helps me not think about how tired I am and how bad I hurt, and I was getting aggrivated w/ carrying the stupid dc player. This way, someone could plug in the base thing into the headphones part of a cd player and put the head phones on and run around the track as much as they want to. If you want to change songs, too bad, you better just make a mix cd w/ songs you will never get tired of or don't want to hear. Lol. But I thought it would be kool. Maybe someone already has something like that... who knows? Anyway, I can't type any more, I might pass out. lata

Gosh

Wow, I am still just in awe of my b/f. he is amazing. I really like him, i just can't explain how much. I am I guess almost scared to say I love him because love is well, love. It means a lot for being such a small word... or maybe I just put too much into it. People tell each other they love each other all the time, but really LOVE is very powerful. Basically, to really LOVE someone you would do anything for them, even die for them. I love soccer. If someone said to me, "look, you can either die and let soccer live forever, or live a long life and soccer will no longer exist," I would either say shoot me now because life is not life w/ out soccer, or I would try to remake soccer w/ my long life. Love is almost like the wedding vows, for richer or for poorer, in sickness and in health, as long as you both shall live, you know, the whole shebang but I dunno... I REALLY like him. Gosh, I just cant explain it. Omg, tonight, before I had to go he kissed me on the neck and OMG, i love that I mean, wow, I just, I dunno, I can't explain it, it was awesome. and I gave him a hug and I just didnt want to let go... I didnt want to go back home... it is boring there. I like him so much. gosh. We went to the basketball game and I cannot imagine a better person to go w/ or a person I would rather go with. and omg, I know I have said this but geez, I love his eyes. wow. they are gorgeous. i just... I am speechless. I need to go too, I have my first quincinera to go to tomorrow. For anyone who doesnt know what that is, like anyone up north who for some reson reads this, it is the celebration of a 15th birthday and it is a HUGE deal in hispanic culture... it's kinda like sweet 16 for caucasians. anyway, lata.