M is for Murder

M should be for Murder anyway... or misery... or matt the skank. lol. Misery bc that's how I feel now and murder bc that's what he's doing to me every time i see him. I like him a LOT... a lot a lot and I was under the impression that he liked me but I see now that I was wrong. He is a flirt and I mistook that for something more I suppose... oh well though. My fault for being stupid. I can't really write about this right now... idk if I can't find words or what but oh well. Another day perhaps.