Anything

My titles are fairly self explanatory and boring but oh well. Anyway, today's topic is called anything because I would do anything to take back that one moment, to have thought things through.... maybe it wouldn't have changed anything but maybe it would have changed everything. Maybe I would still pretend like everything is okay and be truly happy for who knows how long, but in any case, happier than I am now. This is what I get for opening my stupid mouth. I would do anything to be away from here... this house... this I don't know. Anything to be away from it and away from being reminded why I'm not good enough and to be away from a place where the only things to do are homework, be brought down, eat, sleep, and be alone to think, which is often interrupted by being reminded why I'm not quite perfect again. This house just has an oppressing feeling as you walk though the door and I guess it is just the fact of knowing I won't find comfort here. I would do anything to not hurt... but where else would I get enperience from. *Sigh* I will be okay... and if I think that enough, I will believe it... maybe. Everything happens for a reason... for what reason, I have no idea but I guess we will see...