What to do

What do you do when there isn't anything left. Everyday I feel drained and empty. The only person who really fills me up with life is cranky and wants nothing to do with me over half the time. I try and I fight. I do nice things, I am mean sometimes, I try to be playful, I try being edgy and cool, nothing works. It doesn't matter what I am, it's not enough for him. If you ask him he'll say differently and I'm sure he's right, it's just that he should show it more often. When I try doing nice things for him he gets mad and frustrated. When I'm mean he gets mad and frustrated. When I'm moody or happy, it's the same thing. When I don't care what we do, well, that's game over. Some days there is nothing that I need more than some hugs and a little attention and all he can do is complain about how terrible things are in nursing school or how terrible his life it. I'm sure it's all bad and stuff, but come on. There are two of us and one of us needs lots of attention. I dunno. I just feel empty all of the time lately. There's nothing left for me to give to anyone. I can't be a better friend, I can't be a better daughter or girl friend, I just can't. I don't have any desire to go to school, to see people, to try and be fun and social. I just want to go away and take maybe two people with me and just tell the world to fuck off. I miss my family like crazy and any where I turn for my physical needs, I am turned away. I can't even get a meaningful hug hardly any more. *sigh* I don't even know what I'm talking about any more