Sunday, December 12, 2004

Golly Gee

gosh! B-rock, and all of my other friends for that matter, were completely right and I am the stupidest person alive! I am so sorry I didn't listen to any of you and I am so sorry to JDH that I didnt listen to them either... I have no idea why and I am sorry. gosh, I am head over heels in love and i just cant help it! But i don't want to help it, I love this feeling, it is the greatest thing in the whole world. *sigh* I hope this feeling never goes away. Have you ever seen Charlie Brown? Well, in Charlie Brown, everytime he or anyone else gets all gooey inside and is inlove they get this little squiggley smile and gosh, if my face could do that, it would. I am just so happy. Slowly but surely I will make this right and I will fix everything I have done wrong. I hope I will anyway, I don't know how I will ever make up to you all of the things I have done and all the mistakes I have made but I will... somehow. I wish I could just open up my mind and heart and conscience, which may be the same thing but i dont think so, and just pour everything in there out but I cant. I will fix things though. That's all for now. -Me

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