Saturday, December 04, 2004

I Love Butterflies

Good gravy! Life is great! and yet it is horrible. I LOVE being so happy! heehee. me and this new guy (the new bf in previous posts) went to see another movie and it was great. i dont know if the movie was great or if it was just great because I was w/ him but it was great. He's a great guy! Anyway, everytime i start getting happy about all of this, my ex keeps popping into the pic and making me feel bad and have a guilt trip. He has a very manipulative part of him that I often want to give into but I am too strong for his mind tricks. I dont know that he means to do it, but he does and it makes me feel bad when he gets so upset and then tries to make it all my fault and stuff. Gosh, I feel so bad but then i rememebr how happy i am! :) :) :) at the moment, i am also remembering how HUNGRY i am and i am going to have to take my leave of this little cubicle. *sigh* :) i am so happy

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