Saturday, December 11, 2004

Trust Me, It's Real

I thought I was taking a computer class since the class is title Computer Multimedia and Animations Technology but apparently not. I am taking Psycology and Philosophy 101. Lol, we had a very deep discussion about bringing us out of Descartes' cave and get us to see real things, not shadows and how emotions are just chemical reactions and nothing is real. Well, if what I am feeling now is only chemicals and if what I am seeing and experiencing is only shadows, then let it be. Gosh, I just can't explain how great my boyfriend makes me feel. I don't feel pressured into doing things, I dont feel bad when I hang out w/ my friends, I don't have to be someone else, I can just be me. I went to some basketball games w/ him and gosh, I just love being with him. My CMAT teacher can tell me all day long that nothing is real and we are al conrolled by an evil demon, but I don't care. This is real and if it's not, then I dont care what real is. I really like my bf, and the way he makes me feel is real enough for me.

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