Whew!

Geez. I haven't done any running since... this summer I guess. and I havent done any serious long running since last year... and WHEW! I am TIRED! I went out and ran 2 miles and walked 1 and I am exausted! But it is better than my 1 mile I could barely run earlier this month. I am making progress. It feels good to run again even though it makes me feel like I am dying. I can't wait for track season, hopefully, I can run my 400 again and then look out hirshi chicks, it's on! lol. I am also working hard on this forgiving myself business and not being quite so critical and it is working too. I am so excited. I get to go to the inauguration this next week and it will be awesome. I have never been to D.C. before so I will have a great time. I will miss my friends that arent going and my b/f but "absence makes the heart grow fonder!" and if I have to go through w/ all this college business we will be away from each other a LOT and hopefully it will work out... this being gone for a week will be a small test I guess. Eh, it won't be that bad. It's not like I don't have a phone and it's not like we won't have a computer with us so we will have the internet, so it is all good. I had a great idea while I was running this evening. Someone should make some corless head phones. I know they have already been made but those are big. Someone should make some small cordless head phones that don't irritate your ears or fall out, and can work from at least a 200m. distance... or more. because that would be awesome. I was running with my cd player because music helps me not think about how tired I am and how bad I hurt, and I was getting aggrivated w/ carrying the stupid dc player. This way, someone could plug in the base thing into the headphones part of a cd player and put the head phones on and run around the track as much as they want to. If you want to change songs, too bad, you better just make a mix cd w/ songs you will never get tired of or don't want to hear. Lol. But I thought it would be kool. Maybe someone already has something like that... who knows? Anyway, I can't type any more, I might pass out. lata