Good Bye Stupid Town

Tomorrow we are leaving this little cow town for the big D.C.!! WHOO! lol. we are going to see the inauguration.. me, my class of 4 people (3 not including myself) our two teachers and our principal. Fun! I am excited. I have never been up north... the most north i have been is Tennesee. lol. or colorado. I am excited but I am sad because I won't get to see my mom or brother, or friend for almost a week! I will miss my boyfriend a LOT. This is only a week and I am sad to be leaving. I can't imaging what going to college will be like... I don't want to go. I don't want to make new friends and I don't want to leave the old ones. I don't want my b/f to realize that I am not a great person and that there are much better people not only here in this little town, but out there in the big world. I know I am worrying about this really soon, who's to day that we will even still be together by the time I go to college or when he goes to college. I hope we are, he is awesome, but I am afraid that being apart over such a long time he will realize how much better he can do... Argh, here i go again, being too tough, but I dunno... I guess only time will tell. We will see. Things will work out, one way or another, things will be the way they were meant to be. For now, I will worry about this one little week of not getting to see him. He is amazing. He brings all the sunshine into my little world. He makes the stars glow brighter...and as i heard in some movie that I can't remember right now, he is the only guy that makes m heart beat faster and slower at the same time. I really like him. Everything about him. Gosh, I couldn't ask for better and life is great! until later! - adios