Gosh

Wow, I am still just in awe of my b/f. he is amazing. I really like him, i just can't explain how much. I am I guess almost scared to say I love him because love is well, love. It means a lot for being such a small word... or maybe I just put too much into it. People tell each other they love each other all the time, but really LOVE is very powerful. Basically, to really LOVE someone you would do anything for them, even die for them. I love soccer. If someone said to me, "look, you can either die and let soccer live forever, or live a long life and soccer will no longer exist," I would either say shoot me now because life is not life w/ out soccer, or I would try to remake soccer w/ my long life. Love is almost like the wedding vows, for richer or for poorer, in sickness and in health, as long as you both shall live, you know, the whole shebang but I dunno... I REALLY like him. Gosh, I just cant explain it. Omg, tonight, before I had to go he kissed me on the neck and OMG, i love that I mean, wow, I just, I dunno, I can't explain it, it was awesome. and I gave him a hug and I just didnt want to let go... I didnt want to go back home... it is boring there. I like him so much. gosh. We went to the basketball game and I cannot imagine a better person to go w/ or a person I would rather go with. and omg, I know I have said this but geez, I love his eyes. wow. they are gorgeous. i just... I am speechless. I need to go too, I have my first quincinera to go to tomorrow. For anyone who doesnt know what that is, like anyone up north who for some reson reads this, it is the celebration of a 15th birthday and it is a HUGE deal in hispanic culture... it's kinda like sweet 16 for caucasians. anyway, lata.